Souls?Oh.. btw.. HI to those suddenly come to know about my blog.. gosh.. haha.. i must write more SALTED entries from now on.. haha..
Anyways.. for those who are surprised with my entries.. well.. THATS ME! haha..=D
Ok.. back to the topic.. SOULS? well.. was just thinking about this.. about my friends, my family members and my close ones.. its kina of funny if you think of it.. you may think i pray a lot.. especially for my love ones(family,close ones and friends) but.. i don't..
I came to a point that i found out(about myself) that, all i ever prayed for is mainly myself, my problems and my studies and etc.. ya.. kina of weird actually.. i mean i have saying/thinking about all the ideas i can do to help to just be able to bring them to church.. but.. one thing i have NEVER once accomplished.. and that is to just be able to spend at least a minute to pray for them..i'm not counting those times when we are called to pray for them during service..
Just to share with you people, that recently on sunday, i went back to my aunty's house for my great aunt's birthday.. and she REALLY missed me.. well.. i haven't been seeing her for like the past 6 months? ya.. and.. when i saw my aunties, uncles and even my cousins.. i came to know that.. each and everyone of them.. are
Lost souls..why do i say lost souls? i had a chat with each and everyone of them.. and my heart grieves when i found out many of them.. are like so called searching for something to live on.. to just be able to hold on to..
my cousins.. were like smoking, drinking.. all having fun.. but WHY i ask myself.. why are they searching when they know that Jesus is the answer? i mean like why are they trying to search for that pleasure which would just last them for only AWHILE.. why? why?
I realised only one thing.. that is i have not Prayed enough for them..
Galatians 2:20-21