hey... its has been such a long time since i type a jornel..well this title is very wEiRd..totally.. ya, i just read Jonathan Quek's blog, kind of funny(duh..). Well i going to copy his. (Sorry Jonathan..)

Saturday 21 August
Woke up and grab my bag, and set off for church, as i going to REALLY STUDY LIKE NEVER BEFORE IN MY LIFE. I didn't expected myself to really study, as whenever i study, 15mins later i would do something else BUT STUDY. I'm glad that i woke up(not sleeping type), or i would have die on Monday and Tuesday.

It was 9am when i reached church, with my super heavy bag full of books and papers. I went to the third floor to study(because it was quiet there and not so many distractions), well i did self-study.. and at 10am, Zai Xiang my so called "tutor", came and taught me and tested me. Trust me he is a very good tutor, as ever since he taught me, i began to understand my studies better. Well i Thank God for him, or i wouldn't be living by then. Also i still wonder how did he survive after teaching me, as all my teachers and tutors couldn't take it after teaching me. Haha.. Then i..

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Until 12pm, we went lunch together at KFC( SO FATTENING), i didn't expect to eat there, well.. i was left with no other choice but to follow. I thank God again, as i don't really know him that well and he don't really know me that well, so we began to chat with each other. When one of my CCA(drama) friend came in. I was talking to like 3 persons, and also was talking bad about this Chairman in my CCA, i didn't like her as she was kind of proud, well i learn that we should love our enermies even! So i try to avoid problems by not going for my CCA, ya.. then Zai Xiang and me went back to church. Zai Xiang had Church MuSicAl in the afternoon, so was unable to teach me in the afternoon, so by God's Grace Jonathan was also able to teach me in the afternoon. ALL OF A SUDDEN MARK CHEONG APPEARED!!! Mark and i studied first, as Seby and Jon were having some catching up with each other. Ya.. two of us were like making wErId NoIsEs at the Yellow Bench. Blah..Blah..(i shall not go into that)

So we all went down to basement to study( Because there was something going on soon at Yellow Bench) then i saw Zai Xiang and gang puting up a act about drug abuse, i went there ( KAPO WHAT@) and they were using REAL cigarets, which they rolled up(own-self make). But i find out that its just sucking and blowing not breathing in. Well... i was relieve. So went back to study...

After studying we went to Grace Sanctuary, to JAM, meaning any-o-how play the music instrument. At 6pm Mark, Zai Xiang and me went Greenridge to makian dinner, Jon went back home to have an "important dinner". So makian hao le, we go Galvin's place to study(which he didn't expect) whereas Zai Xiang is in Galvin's CG, they were having CG meeting in his room while Mark and me STUDY AGAIN!!! outside in the hall. Blah..Blah..Blah..

Sunday 22 August
Well.. web was as usual THE BEST!!! And i manage to really understand during my WG meeting before web and also during web. It was wErId for Galvin to wear so formal, Normaly he wears very simple, i found out why.. its because today we are having a "SPECIAL EVENT" called 'Wg Multiplication Ceremony'. Well also i learn about Exchanged Lives, its about us man(woman included) always ignoring God and we do Idolatry. That is one of the reason why we experience God's wrath against SIN. So i learned the reasons why need to talk about God's wrath:
1) God's Character
2)Our walk with God
3)Evangelism

Well i began studying my Geography, as i have not done so on Saturday, i keep reading and trying very hard to adsorb into my brain. I was also feeling very afraid and useless, so i stop studying and went to Bukit Panjang Plaza, where Galvin, Grace Tay, Dorothy, Clarice, Muntat, Ian and Titus were, as i figured that i was too tense to study so i need to RELAXS!!! But when i was with them i realised it was FEAR that was troubling me..well when i went back home i surrended this fear to the Lord, and felt much better after that. Then i went back to study again.

Monday 23 August
Hmmm.. today...ya..i had English followed by Maths and lastly Geography, all the paper was ok. Ya after all that papers, i went back home and thank God for what He has done. Ya..

Tuesday 24 August
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Friday 27 August
This is the day i got back my maths paper also got back my Geography mark, whooeee by God's Grace i passed. Anyway i learned on Monday during P.U.S.H U.P, that God doesn't bother whelther i can get what marks. He only cares whelther i put in that effort, well i thank Him on that.

After recess(which i don't normaly eat, because of dieting), i bought some snacks up to much which is not allowed, i ate and this backsilder saw me eating, and wanted to sabo me, so he tried to take that plastic bag out of my bag. But he couldn't so i shouted,'CAN YOU STOP TOUCHING MY THINGS!!!' i was quite pissed then, so he said,' you wana play issit' He began kicking me and smacking my things off, thank God that i didn't fight back. You all know la i super violent want. Well i keep telling myself this phrase, ' FORGIVE AND FORGET' Ya it helped a lot. Then during my art lessons, we were surpose to continue painting our art piece. While i was painting, someone place this red paint on my chair while i was sitting down and doing my work and not durturbing anyone. And it got coloured. But i didn't know who was the one who did it. So i continued, then this so called "friend of my in the past" ( A gangster) sat behind me and was playing with the paint brush with paint. So when he place the paint brush down and quickly run back, i suspected something, i look at my pants and it got the same colour as the paint brush. So i told the teacher about it. And he acted innocent, so the teacher didn't bother. Then my friend sharing the same work with me, talked bad about them. So later he came thinking i said that about him, he punched my arm hardly. It was pain at first, but later God healed it. So lesson end and i went home. I JUST surrended this very sharp pain in my heart to God. Well my message is for all of us to surrender our all to God, because He heals all this pains.. well i got to admid i caused all this, as in if i hadn't eat in class nothing would have happen... btw its 12.59pm since i typed this and now its 1.56pm so i goto go now..
REMEMBER SURREND YOUR ALL TO HIM!!!

theDRUMMER @
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