hi..again..just want to thank everyone for reading(Not Really), joking..ya..It's a really Great Refreshening, these past two days: Sunday and Monday. Ya.. the Lord has really spoke to me and taught me. Lets talk about Sunday, ya..i responded to the alter-call, as there was a feeling of repentness, there was something stirring in my heart, i know that thats was the Holy Spirit. Then someone came to pray for me, it was Themis, ya he was praying for all the the anger, hurts and pains that i went through..i realise God is now giving everyone a Love that we can Really feel the person, that we are praying for, pain and also can see what is he/she going through. So i really want to say, we MUST treasure this Gift from Him, ya i was not really broken down on Sunday. But on the Push Up Night, we were in groups of 3 or 4, i was with Matthew and Themis, i was first to be pray for, Themis prayed for me first, while he was praying the i could feel the Holy Spirit. Then, suddenly Matthew ask me:" Hows your relationship with your father." i was Really Stunted by that, because that was what i been wishing for to share with but..couldn't..I then told him all the things..which was..so..so..so..painful..to..express..i was really broken at that time..it was the first time i..really..cried..out..so..painfully, broken, and it..was difficult for me to..express..my feelings towards my father and family..after that Matthew explain what was going on, on how he knew about my relationship with my family, he said that the Lord told him about my real Deep..PAIN, inside of me.. Then Matt told me what he is going to do, after he prayed for me, and while praying he told me think about all the Bad thing i said, done and bad thoughts about my father, i then thought of all these things coming back to me, its like the Lord shinning his Light onto all these Dark areas, Matt then said:"Jan, i want to imaging all these things going into your hands, i want you to take your time, don't rush. Ok." Then i saw that all of these Sins, that i have been holding on to, going into my hands. Matt then said:"Now, Lift all these to God." i saw all these going to God, i felt so free ever so free. Ya i was thanking the Lord so much about it. So i Firstly want to thank God for sending Your Son to die for our Sins, Secondly i want to thank God for telling Matthew how i feel and thirdly i want to thank everyone especially, Matthew, Themis, Galvin, Johny, Huai Tze and many more.. Also want to thank readers reading about my life, and i really Hope that whoever drops by PLEASE LEAVE YOUR COMMENTS..THANKS..

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